Oh no!!! I had abandoned my blog for a month. Sorry dear readers for not being updating my blog so often for the pass few months. As I mentioned earlier, I was busy with my thesis writing and also final exam. I'm glad that finally it is over now. I'm free from thesis and exam. Hurrayyyy~~~~ I just submitted four hard cover of thesis yesterday. Yeah...FOUR copy with hard cover!!! I spent lots of money in printing the thesis. I am super duper broke now. Seriously need to work hard to earn more money. Anyone want to hire me?
Recently some unpredictable stuff occur in my life. I was really disappointed about this person and also the gang of people. I'm not going to mention this person name and the gender. Let's call this person as A, should I? If any of you reading this blog and think that the lucky person is you, just go ahead. I'm not going to stop you from thinking about it. Previously I still think A as my friend even though it's just a HIGH-BYE friend. But after that thing happen, A is no longer as my friend even though I try to appreciate you. Whatever you did just making you act like a coward and selfish, same goes to your partner that only dare to condemn people as get to attention from others. You are successful to get attention from me for that few days. So should you be proud of yourself for doing that. Honestly if I were you, I will feel ashamed about your attitude and pathetic too. Whatever you did, you just want to get attention from others. Probably you know yourself well that you ain't popular and people tends to forget about your existence. Good for you that you know your weakness but stop doing silly stuff and hurting people as to gain your popularity. As I said earlier, you are such a pathetic person in doing that. And I really felt disappointed on you. Another thing is please tell your partner that your partner is a coward. If really want to condemn people, just confront those people but now talking people behind and saying other as a bitch. Whenever you saying that person is bitch, please remember it may apply on yourself too. Maybe for now people will feel sympathy on you but as time goes on, others will know your real face no matter how you want to cover it up. Now I felt glad that you are no longer my friend because I will never know what will you do on the next moment. People will think that you are such a lovely person and will not harm others. But I can guarantee that maybe you do look like an angel but deep in your heart, you are such an evil. I'm not saying that I'm an angel either but at least I won't do stuff like what you did to others. I admitted that I did said some bad things about you previously but that was because you really did that to us. But I did not say anything about you after all. Whatever you did is none of my business anymore. And do not do something to get attention from me. I will not look at you even one second. I'm not trying to find any excuse to make me feel better. But this is who am I. If I did something wrong, I admitted it. I angry I will just say it out even though it hurts sometimes. And if you reading my blog, just feel free to comment about anything. I'm not going to ask you to fuck off from my life because I'm not that small gas.
May will be my unforgettable month. My beloved grandmother (from mother side) just passed away during her sleep. It happened one day before my first paper for my final exam. All of us were shocked and it is really unbelievable that she just gone that way. The good thing is she did not suffer from any sickness but went peacefully. However the sad part is she is not with us anymore. I won't have the chance to eat her delicious original hakka dishes anymore. Outside food totally cannot fight with hers. We cried hardly especially the last day. I seldom cry honestly but I could not control myself to stop crying especially when seeing others crying there. We were very sad and most of them could not accept the fact that she was gone. She is no longer with us. But this is life right? We have to face the reality. Just have to take some time to overcome it. I will always miss you, popo. You will always be in our heart.
p/s: Will blog about my graduation trip on my next post. Please stay tuned~~~
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